Thursday, 9 June 2016

process of becoming

I kept quiet for a few days as i had few things to sort out, and to be honest , i couldn't focus i decided not to post anything,as i didn't want to speak about my I passed.

Today I feel better,positive and optimistic. I bought a ticket to Poland..this is where I am going first ,before I go to Portugal.
I need to see my mum...its going to be a surprise:)...I haven't seen her for 18 months ...I know she is missing me a lot..
During that period ,I lost my granny....its time for me to pay her respect by going to visit her too.

I am planning to stay in Poland for about 2 weeks...during that period I am going to work on raising funds to feed my Portuguese project,shooting videos with workouts to follow for you,posting some motivational stuff to keep you positive and motivated on a way to your/mine dreams.
Lets keep supporting each other and get that ball rolling:)
Life is good....and its going to get better! promise!!!!

By the way...have a look at this link - it's my  fundraising page that i have set up to help me to bring my dream to reality.
I will appreciate your input ,every little helps...or at least share it with your friends and watch me what i am going to do next ....:)


Sunday, 5 June 2016

progression and changes

quite random....

I went to car boot sale today..sold most of my stuff...since like I said,I decided to turn my life around and follow my dream.
most things i managed to sell...stuff that didn't go,I donated to local charity shop.

then i got home...i had a mix of feelings ....fear,satisfaction....then fear again....i went to sleep...

...I think its quite normal response ,when you decide to let all things go,still not sure where I am going...besides the fact that I know,that you need to go...

I trust the process...taking one step at the time....following an inspiration...lets see where this going to take me

I  am sorry , i might not be the best writer ,plus doing it in foreign language doesn't make it any easier....but for some strange reason, I enjoy it more by writing it in English.